I have almost come to the conclusion that I have lost all faith in religion in general. Here recently I have found myself reading books based on religous beliefs. The few books I have read include a book titled jesus for the non religious. This book goes into detail about how jesus may have been a real person but not a god. Instead it points out how that in the time of the bible grammar wasn't what we see today so that when they tried to describe the acts of jesus they come off a little more than what they were. It also points out how a lot of the new testament was written at least a decade after the crucifixion of jesus. They didn't really have historians in the sense that we have so a lot of the bible is just one guys memory of what happened and we all know how memories go. The other points are that a lot of the bible is just repeats of things they read from what we refer to as the old testament. Another book which I suggest for everyone to read being Corey Taylor's "Seven Deadly Sins". This book goes into how all the deadly sins are utter bullshit and are actually what push us to be the people we ar today. For instance we all think of glutney as over eating or glutens for punishment when in actuallity we arfe all glutens for everything from money to fame. We crave the attention. So after reading this book I realized wow religions just set us up to fucking fail every day . The last book that I am reading now would be the satanic bible. Now I know what you are thinking and no its not devil worship. Its about accepting that you are human just a bigger sometimes better animal and that as such we have carnal needs and wants and why should we not try to fulfill those said ants and needs if they aren't hurting anyone else. Do what you want livelife to the fullest fuck everyone else looking down on you from their high horse and just fucking be that's what I plan on doing if I die tomorrow I want to go down in a blaze of I did it instead of a stack of wish I would haves. That's all I got for now. Later.